Well, this is proving to take up more time than I thought it would!I made myself a promise that I would try to make an entry each day as part of my gathering and healing but this is proving to be a promise I fear I cannot keep much to my sadness.So..

Three days since I have been here....a long time...lolAt most of it spent nursing the hangover from hell!!!Thursday...was a team leader junket...a formal presentation and then beer and food and I should have stuck to just food and ignored the beer! I

Today...is my baby girls' 20th birthday. My child has left behind her the teenage years and finally moved into adulthood.I have watched her since she was three days old - as she was in the special care baby unit having been born by an emergency secti

The sunshine woke me this morning, streaming through my window, bathing my bedroom in it's soft light and today, i knew, would be a good day.Kevin was lying next to me, warm and cosy beneath the quilt, His arm casually thrown over me and I knew this

And now, later on in the day.After spending way too long worrying about something that is not by and large real, having opened my curtains and seen the sky over my head shiny new and bright blue, having stood in my garden and felt the soft Welsh wind

This morning I awoke, not refreshed as I thought I would be, having gone to bed early, but heavy hearted and with red rimmed eyes having shed yet more tears for people here who are nothing. To allow myself to be sucked into so much crap is unbelievab

So, here I am...still surviving the hell that is chat. Much to my surprise I find myself actually wanting to be here to write after not being allowed online for three days. Today i made a decision that, although it cuts me to bits to do so, has been

Well, i wasn't sure i'd have the energy to actually sit here and type today having gone into work for my first weekend shift in months!And to make things worse, i was an hour earlier than i needed to be! And had to stay in work and wait as i live too

The day has gone well apart from the fact that i cannot add a picture to the text but i'm hoping to see my Blog Mother before the day is over and rectify that so i can at least post a nice picture now and then!A nice time both online and offline with

Well, an interesting day yesterday. With some dear close friends being told of my plans for this site and some others who guessed who the mystic is:-)Before i go any further, i need to say an unreserved thank you and give praise where is it due to Mi

Well, this is my first day here! And i am now Mistress Lila's youngest Blog child. i will be playing about with this for a little while until it is ready as GeoCities appears to hate me so i cannot make a web page and being a complete tech bimbo i ca